http://jerm-the-germ.blogdrive.com/ Fragments of my Psyche Thu, 14 Jun 2007 23:40:01 PDT http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2007. http://jerm-the-germ.blogdrive.com/archive/303.html Fri, 15 Jun 2007 04:38:46 GMT 2004 2005 2006 it's been three years folks. if you started from the beginning post, numero uno, i would hope that you would have noticed a progression in writing, a growth i suppose. in many ways, this blog has been my life. i can't begin to imagine how much shit has been recorded here; all the milestones, turning points, fading memories that have been immortalized here. i am positive that i would have a good time going through all the posts in here with anybody who has been reading this blog forawhile. a wise man once wrote "it's better to burn out, than to fade away". of... (more) http://jerm-the-germ.blogdrive.com/comments?id=303 http://jerm-the-germ.blogdrive.com/archive/302.html Sun, 03 Jun 2007 20:21:09 GMT back home. humid as humid can be. u know the drill, call me etc. i have no number currently so i guess call liang. http://jerm-the-germ.blogdrive.com/comments?id=302 http://jerm-the-germ.blogdrive.com/archive/301.html Sat, 26 May 2007 15:22:33 GMT will be back home on 2nd june. currently crashing at a friend's place till then. leaving the lab for good. will be leaving home aug 15 to come back here to start work in my new lab. hopefully i will be able to get into the psychology honors program. fingers crossed. http://jerm-the-germ.blogdrive.com/comments?id=301 http://jerm-the-germ.blogdrive.com/archive/300.html Fri, 18 May 2007 23:56:05 GMT it's dark. it's cold. it's rainy. i'm all alone in my room here. i hear the train sound it's honk as rahul leaves on it, never to return to long island again. the loneliness pierces a hole through my neck and slithers down my throat, making a detour and dumping a pound of ache into my heart. apart from the lab, i guess this is the reason why i want to go home. i can't stand loneliness. i can't living in a place all by myself where so many inebriated(and not) memories were created. it feels that, all by myself, i have to soak in the misery of memories. i'm done. i'll never have to live... (more) http://jerm-the-germ.blogdrive.com/comments?id=300 http://jerm-the-germ.blogdrive.com/archive/298.html Fri, 11 May 2007 18:15:40 GMT do you know the feeling when an alarm goes off that is not yours? it's brash. it's brusque. it's irritating. and worst of all, you can't switch it OFF. i get that feeling when i talk to some people. like you can't switch off their brash, brusque and irritating drivel. of course, these people i can stand mainly because i don't hang around with them too much - or at all. however, if say a supposed close friend becomes an irritatant, u have to do something about it yes? let's say you stop talking to her becuause her nasal superficial bullshit chips against your psyche slowly,... (more) http://jerm-the-germ.blogdrive.com/comments?id=298 http://jerm-the-germ.blogdrive.com/archive/297.html Tue, 01 May 2007 09:11:30 GMT i'm not an idealist. not a realist. not a cynicist. i'm a simplist. it goes like this: meet one girl. fall in love with her. marry her. work on loving her for the rest of my life. the love will be worth the effort of a lifetime. http://jerm-the-germ.blogdrive.com/comments?id=297 http://jerm-the-germ.blogdrive.com/archive/296.html Thu, 26 Apr 2007 17:17:51 GMT tomorrow will be hell. http://jerm-the-germ.blogdrive.com/comments?id=296 http://jerm-the-germ.blogdrive.com/archive/295.html Thu, 12 Apr 2007 07:35:25 GMT pft. i hate it how when government school kids try to write essays on some supposed-important issue online, ie thecicak. yeah, i'm being elitist. but i can't help it. they spend so much time worrying about the structure, the grammar, the wording, the blah, the blah that it just ends up being pointless. what about the damn content? what about just focusing on your main point(s) and building your argument around that? "thesis you say? wtf does that mean?" psh. i just read this kid's essay on spm results and how it doesn't really mean anything. or something like that. i reall have no idea... (more) http://jerm-the-germ.blogdrive.com/comments?id=295 http://jerm-the-germ.blogdrive.com/archive/294.html Sat, 31 Mar 2007 02:26:15 GMT question no. 11. midterm for HUR 269: 11. What is beauty? What do you consider beautiful? Beauty is what pleases your eyes. That is physical beauty. Beauty also is what pleases you -> what makes you happy. Beauty also is sad, as it is perishable; corruptible. What I consider as beautiful is the true virtue of absolute beauty. The creation of ideals, when someone is in love, is beauty as it is the virtue of ideals that is truly beautiful. You may be able to kill a beautiful person, but an idea cannot be killed. Immortality means that this beauty is unperishable, which means that it... (more) http://jerm-the-germ.blogdrive.com/comments?id=294 http://jerm-the-germ.blogdrive.com/archive/293.html Thu, 22 Mar 2007 15:04:22 GMT yeah i reckon it's not a valid excuse, but trees can make people do stupid things. http://jerm-the-germ.blogdrive.com/comments?id=293